I've spent years putting it all together

There is one place on this planet that currently has a copy of Elysian Fields' Queen of the Meadow album. I have checked iTunes and been told "oh we have it BUT YOU CANNOT HAS," Best Buy ("Where it is?") Amazon, ("What you say?), and just about everywhere else ("HA HA HA.")

And I just found it. Oh, eMusic, I had forgotten how much I love you.